Dark brown sparkling eyes,
Staring into the very deep soul of life,
Into the dazzling darkness,
That edges between life and death.
We choose who we want to be in this world,
but Life's own way of showing us who we really are,
Amazes me.
Who are we to judge ourselves, let alone... others,
where we linger on the roads,
That can lead us to heaven,
But still choose hell.
I have not yet found a meaning,
to heaven and hell.
With the thoughts puzzled,
into a game of riddles.
I have yet to discover myself.
Dark brown sparkling eyes,
Staring into the very deep soul of life,
Into the dazzling darkness,
That edges between life and death.
We choose who we want to be in this world,
but Life's own way of showing us who we really are,
Amazes me.
Who are we to judge ourselves, let alone... others,
where we linger on the roads,
That can lead us to heaven,
But still choose hell.
I have not yet found a meaning,
to heaven and hell.
With the thoughts puzzled,
into a game of riddles.
I have yet to discover myself.
It has been a long time since I have touched Photoshop, 3Ds Max or even my Camera I even wrote less if even any. I let go of all the things I have grown to love because I hated everything.
I found it hard to be creative I kept pushing but the more I pushed the less I even wanted to look at anything that was artistic and when I try to do some traditional drawing now I freeze, my hand can't draw anymore. I gave it all up for 4 years or more I sat in my house not wanting to work, not wanting to do anything above all of this I have destroyed my career, depression slowly crept on me to the point where I was drowning and no one helped.
I always
It's been a while since I even stepped foot into this website. I thought my designing days were gone.
I was more interested in taking photographs, but my designing skills were handy when I needed a picture edited.
I can't promise that I will provide arts, on almost daily bases. But I'll promise that I'll post as much as I can :)
I had a good roll going on in here and I miss that.
For now you can enjoy the new photographs that are posted in here, or will be posted.
Well what can I say? I moved the server for my site a month ago I think and it crashed went from 1600 members to 0 members and 0 posts... but its picking up again now we have 250 members with over 7500 posts and alot of resources!
About me..
I cut down the sites i'm staff in mostly because I didn't feel I was appreciated so I went to sites where I was.. I put alot of hard work on the sites I'm working in and if I'm thrown out for stupid reasons then why bother going back again?
Anyways I'm happy where I am right now. I'm loving the sites i'm in and love to help out.
Currently I've been trying to focus on ipb skinning worked on ipb 2.3.6 a